jiamin this is all your fault

and this

do you see there’s like a fat dude hidden in there HAHA what is up with that??

hung in a bad place

damn. i’m supposed to be redoing my IS proposal not but……well no buts. i’m just plain lazy. my head feels sort of heavy and waterlogged. this is because sometimes when i get caught in the rain the water seeps into my brain and the gears in them rust a little and it damages some of the exposed wires and my nerve electrocute things get electrocuted and fireworks go off for a while and it’s spectacular but then i have to deal with all the smoke and air pollution and shit.

am glaring at my KI notebook and abysmal handwriting now but oh i think sublime is a beautiful word

has anyone read the great gatsby? i really want to read it but i’m too broke to buy it and to broke to borrow it from the library cos i have like a 26 dollar fine or something.

girls

oh i wish i had a boyfriend
i wish i had a loving man in my life
i wish i had a father
and maybe then i would have turned out right
but now i’m just crazy
i’m totally mad
yeah i’m just crazy
i’m fucked in the head

and maybe if i tried with all of my heart
then i could make a brand new start in love with you

why do you let me stay here

…is stuck in my head. damn you She&Him and your catchy tunes!!

i realise that right now i have alot of things to be happy about

on saturday i met up with evie & nat for the barker carnival! which was flooded with prepubescent boys searching for their soul mates in the throng of girls who all seemed to be wearing purple and carrying flip phones. this is a gross exaggeration but i don’t care. the one and only important thing about the entire event was, there was a stall which was called ‘STAR WARS GALACTIC SNACKS’. and they sold stuff like ‘JEDI FISHBALLS’ and ‘WOOKIEE BROWNIES’. i think that is all you need to know.

oh then we couldn’t spend all our fun fair coupons so we sold them and cabbed to chinatown to buy ringsssss. hahah you guys are the best! meeting nat again tomorrow morning to work on our IS readings, then going to beach road for shopping+food with eve. meteor shower after that? fingers crossed

today in the morning i met up with mel and cheryl and we had lunch and nonsensed around..and watched love happens. which is a completely stupid and pointless show. decided i’m going to stop wasting my money on movies because i am so freaking broke and i watch a movie like every time i go out which adds up to a weep-worthy amount of money. also, aaron eckhart has a cleft chin which i used to find sexy until somebody mentioned that it looks like a butt which completely ruined it for me cos now every time i look at his face i just think ‘omg butt’. that, and harvey dent.

met eve george bev & beatrice on the bus to clarisa’s house for the AD1 class party! our class is hands down the coolest class ever. we played rock band and zongz’s voice is like…avant garde ok. it transcends what i am able to describe from my humble lexicon. if tyra banks were there she would have said his voice was high fashion. it’s even crazier than bjork. zongz you rawk. and everybody sang stuff like ’sweet home alabama’ and ‘one way or another’ together which was really fun. and we shuffled around to clarisa’s gorgeous piano playing while pigging out on pizza & KFC. daryl mixed drinks for us. (bartender fail-all he did was mix miranda and absolut. and also he was the first-and only person to get drunk hehe) also, happy birthday jo and yingying! with lurrve.

i am busy busy for the rest of the week need to get started on scaling the formidable mountain that is Bukit Timathematics.

frightening lives

new mix

the weather recently has been so grouchy, i hate rain. it ruins all my plans and musses up my hair. yesterday LJ and i were caught in the rain and we had to get from the bus stop to ikea so i took off my shoes and stuffed them in my bag and we ran there shrieking. there were little shreds of yellow leaves stuck to my feet. after that we shared meatballs and chicken wings and daim cake between us and grew fat.

oh then we went to ion and you know how ion has the swankiest toilets ever? like before you enter the toilet there is an automatic swinging door. and the thing with automatic swinging doors is you always, always have to run towards it and scream ‘ALOHOMORA!’ and brandish an imaginary wand and watch it magically swing outwards? well this time i forgot the spell (blasphemy, i know. i thought i was going senile) so the two of us stood there for a good minute thinking and thinking until this fat dude opened the door from the other side and we had to enter the toilet using the unmagical method, which was very unsatisfactory indeed.

but then i remembered the spell while i was on the train back! so it’s all good.

today i watched paranormal activity and it is the most fucked up shit ever!!! mel claud and i were holding hands so hard and i could smell claud’s shampoo (nice shampoo, by the way) because her head was buried into my face and everyone in the cinema was screaming and groaning and occasionally chuckling weakly. and after that when we went to the toilet something banged and we all SCREAMED. and later when we saw drew we SCREAMED again hahaha.

tomorrow i’m meeting nat and eve for the acsb carnival yaaay i miss you guys <3
i need to start working on my KI IS and at least get my readings all sorted out, because my overachiever KI classmates are all talking about it on twitter and making me feel inadequate.

awesome book i’m reading is awesome.

IT’S BLITZ!

PW IS FINALLY OVER
NAT AND I GOT 4TH ROW TICKETS FOR THE YEAH YEAH YEAHS
WHICH MEANS FROM HERE STRAIGHT ON LIFE IS GONNA BE GOOD!!!!!

oh but

the arts council board is finally up!

switchblade

now that school’s out, i feel very listless and lost. i am sitting in my room with the curtains shut listening to depressing music. i am slightly hungry. i am not wearing pants. it’s strange though, because i expected myself to be much happier now that i don’t have to wake up at ungodly hours every day and slog over neverending math tutorials (why am i even complaining about math tutorials, i don’t ever do them. also when i was supposed to type ‘math’ i typed ‘meth’ accidentally instead. i think this constitutes as a freudian slip) but now i’m just like….oh. ok.

feel like eating frittata all of a sudden
i have dental in 2.5 hours. eugene my dentist will say reproachfully as he always does, ‘you’re late’ and i will say ‘i am not late. everybody else is simply early.’ which i never do in the end
and also i think that quote does not make sense in that scenario

i think this is
i think this is
looking forward to and dreading something with the exact same force such that you end up in an uneasy equilibrium which makes you feel kind of squished and claustrophobic

no lucifer

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